Category: Diary Entry
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Lately, I’ve been thinking
It’s been a while since I last wrote something down. Reading back, I’m still riding the same insane brain waves. Still feeling totally confused by the clouds of anxiety and I’m still floating above a large expanse of metaphorical dark water. But enough of those cryptic descriptions. Describing a kaleidoscope of feelings, emotions, happenings and […]
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Don’t Be Afraid
Am I still in the fear zone? When the news about the pandemic first hit home and we were sent to work remotely, that was when my attitude changed and, irrationally, it felt like my entire world was crashing down. Arlo caught chickenpox that week so our household was on self-isolation mode a week earlier […]
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I had a dream, I got everything I wanted
Can you believe it – Fanciful Discords started a decade ago, my public diary and scrapbook of music reviews. I was living in Cardiff when it all started and I was with someone I honestly thought would be my partner for life, boy I loved him. Really, it was because of him that I started […]
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What Separates Me From You
Hey, I’ve been waiting here for you. Let me start at the end, the part I haven’t figured out yet. Right now, I’m in a hot overflowing bath, sweating and drowning and listening to heavy music. I’ll stay here until the waters cold and the playlist is on its third repeat. Where do you go […]
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Hello October
Autumn, it feels like forever ago. Wavy hair, spiced lattes, cosy jumpers and crunchy leaves. It’s most definitely my favourite season. You can start your day by watching the sun rise on your way to work and finish it by getting cosy at home, or taking refuge at old dark corner bars. Hot bubble baths […]
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When The Party’s Over
Anticipating the end before it’s even happened.
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